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Saturday, 22 October 2011

  • near-death experience

    i have work every saturday and it's not really that busy today. i took a power nap during lunch time and suddenly shortness of breath woke me up. i couldn't breath and i stood up as if trying to catch some air up in the air. my colleagues sitting far from me heard my loud breathing. a colleague came up to me and asked if i have asthma... i had a very hard time breathing, feels like someone was strangling me, honestly i felt like i was going to die. it lasted for about five seconds and then i was able to manage to slowly regain my normal breathing and i had to cough because i felt there's something is blocking the air way

     

    i was so scared. I thank God i'm still alive right now. minutes after that incident, i called my boyfriend and good thing he's not busy. just wanted to hear his voice. I love him very much.

Friday, 26 August 2011

  • My friend posted an update on facebook about her studies and then her dad posted a comment something like We expect good education for the value of our money. Awkward i think if your FB friends with your parents and they make comments like that.

     

    anyone on Google +?

     

     

Monday, 25 July 2011

  • I think he's getting pissed off now. sad He didn't call, didn't wait long enough for me to come online. Oh Lord, can you please help me? I love him but I keep hurting him. What's wrong with me? I'm afraid this is happening over and over again. Makes me wonder if You want me to stay single forever as there will be no man who can stand my mood swings. My mother calls it abnormality. She told me I should really end this relationship because I keep hurting him and he doesn't deserve this kind of treatment.

    But I love him. If I love him why do I hurt him? Ugh. I've said this many times but I'm so sorry, M.

     

Tuesday, 07 June 2011

  • As for God, His way is perfect! Psalm 18:30

    Let God choose for you, it will be the right decision.
    Let God guide you, it will be the right direction.
    Let God plan for you, it will be in the right timing.
    Let God measure for you, it will be the right portion.
    Let God help you, it will be the right care.
    Let God instruct you, it will be the right teaching.
    Let God prepare you, it will be the right training.
    Let God counsel you, it will be the right perspective.
    Let God fight for you, it will be the right outcome.
    Let God work in you, it will be the right result.

    -Roy Lessin, DaySpring co-founder and writer

Tuesday, 10 May 2011